I have an exam this weekend. An entrance exam for higher studies. I don't want to appear in this exam. I know I'm going to fail this exam. I don't have even a tiniest bit of confidence in me. For I've not prepared a thing.
It's has been almost one complete year I'm sitting at my parents home, jobless. I was hoping to get into some nice academic program by this time of year. A year is already over and I have made zero progress. I've no nothing of my own, not a penny. I'm living off my parent's fortunes. Another exam this weekend. It is a gateway for my future.
I don't want to appear in this exam. Considering I haven't put any effort in preparing for this exam, I shouldn't actually fear it.
Rest in my diary.